closer to nature
“…the brightness of the day in front of you is bigger than staying in bed.”
– Pema Chodron
less smoky
this morning
but smoky
wildfires rage
out west
the pandemic
keeps us
quarantined
i ask alice
how i can
get closer
to nature
she says
we’re up here
in our hi-rise cave
look out
across the urban forest
toward the mountains
must still be there
watch for our
hawk neighbors
the rush-hour
of crows flying
west at dusk
think of the trees
that shelter us
when we walk
each evening
taste the earthen
tannins of the teas
we brew
each morning
the steel-cut oats
walnuts maple syrup
we eat
together
every hermit-monk
cold mountain poet
needs a wise
companion
In the early months of the pandemic lockdown, my wife, Alice, and I took turns each morning reading to each other sections of When Things Fall Apart, by Pema Chodron, the Buddhist nun and teacher. Given the circumstances, it made sense to go deeply within rather than longing to “go out.” We were hoping for some “Heart Advice for Difficult Times” (the subtitle of the book). We found much to contemplate and consider. After we finished reading, I decided to go back through the teachings and look for especially meaningful quotes that could be use as prompts for poems.
The result was published in March 2021 by Turkey Buzzard Press. I’m especially proud to have turned the horrors, anxieties and isolation of the pandemic into something beautiful: a collection of poems. The poems are published in the order they were written and the order of the quotations in Ani Pema’s book. This poem, nowhere, appears early in Sacred Chill. It serves to open wide the spaces I explore and contemplate in the rest of the rest of the book.
Sacred Chill is about Parkinson’s Disease, too, and the constant existential improvisations required as symptoms shift and progress while we hold our life and our self together in a tentative but tenacious unity.
Used by permission of the author.
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